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Sep. 8th, 2006

09:37 am - Im back

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Well Here I am. I am back. My time here in the Army is crazy. I have very little time to do anything that people in the normal world would think of as easy. I miss all my friends, family and loved ones. I have no idea as to when I will be coming home for a visit at this time. The Army has changed me in so many ways I think the people back home will not know who I am anymore. I have lost a total of 108 lbs. Thats a Hollywood cat walk model right there. Pretty crazy. My knees are shot but there is nothing that can be done to fix them so I just have to "soldier on".

I have fulfilled my dream and made my father proud. I am delighted to say that I have done more in my life (26 years) than 3% of the nations population has done in thiers. I joined the Army in the time of war and earned the respect of the officers above me. In 5 months I have come a very long way and I know that over the next few years I will be one hell of an American Soldier. I bet my grandfather is jumping from cloud to cloud proud as hell right now!

In other news I am still finding it hard to move on to the next stages of my life alone without that one person that makes me feel hole. Someday I know he will find that it is ok to love and feel and be his self without the worry of hurting anyone with his emotions. He is a very strong man and I see so many great things come from him. I just wish he could see what I see. If he trusts me the way he says he does, then he will know that all is good. I am in love with him and I know that scares the hell out of him because of the way he thinks he feels or lack there of but I am here for him if he wants me.

So anyway I must go for now. My play time is over so I shall return the next time there is a little peace around here.

Loves to all,
Melissa Rain

Current Location: FT Bliss, TX
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied

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From:nemfx
Date:July 30th, 2007 12:55 am (UTC)
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Hello, I have a question for you.

Forgive me if I phrase this awkwardly, but it's my first time having to ask this..

I'm gradually drawing a huge poster of all SORP agents, so I was wondering what you'd want to be armed with and what you'd want to be wearing.

I'm trying to ask all of the SORP agents this, so if you know any that don't bother doing things online often, can you help spread the word?

Thanks in advance :)
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From:rainsheldon
Date:August 2nd, 2007 09:40 pm (UTC)

OK

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As I am not an agent but friends of some I will help spread the word.
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From:nemfx
Date:August 2nd, 2007 09:42 pm (UTC)

Re: OK

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okie dokie then. i figured that since you were watching the lj community you were part of it.


.. so how come you arent?
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From:rainsheldon
Date:August 9th, 2007 05:08 pm (UTC)

Re: OK

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With being in the military and having my security clearance I cant be a member of some groups. And one that's set up like world domination wouldn't look good on my part. Even if its not for real.
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From:nemfx
Date:August 9th, 2007 05:10 pm (UTC)

Re: OK

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But it is for real. Probably. I already solved world hunger, but the currernt governments don't want to know. Too much money to be made, you see.
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